Welcome to Raining Inside A little digital hideaway where art meets thought meets productivity meets an Audhd meltdown burnout explosion.
Hey, I’m Raining, or sometimes Raining Inside and maybe sometimes my actual name Matthew though I’m a MillenialTM. I create digital art that explores those in-between spaces: dissociation, identity, existential BS, squiggly lines, all those fun weird liminal feelings that don’t have proper names.
I’m built different. Specifically, I’m Audhd so I ramble and cuss and worry that people don’t like me, my mind is constantly spewing thoughts and intensity. Maybe I’ll post about it. Maybe not.
Truth be told, I am constantly seeking money, and like that one weird billionaire I’m constantly chasing youth. I feel like a loser. For a while I was on SSI. I felt like a loser then too. I went through a shit ton of therapy… that actually made things worse. And now I’m over sharing here. Isn’t that nice.
Some money making side quests I’ve been on – multiple POD shops (Print-on-Demand), I created an Adobe Stock portfolio. I started up a few YouTube channels, one where I showed my amazing UberEats/Mystery Visits driving skills, one where I just rambled and talked to quietly in some weird version of ASMR that became, you guessed it, me overharing.
I’m even odd for an artist, in that, I genuinely don’t care and don’t freak out about generative AI. It can’t take a job you never got haha. But seriously, AI just isn’t a burden to my dumb artist brain. I created before AI, I will create after AI.
I don’t know what I’m doing with this site. For a long time people said you should have one. Now they say it doesn’t matter because AI will keep people from searching the internet or something. I really don’t know but I felt like I should do this so here I am, doing this. Take a look around.
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NT Birds
I started to think of humans like birds. Why do humans vocalize observations that everyone either already knows or doesn’t need to know? I’m autistic, and I’ve been trying…
